JAMmy :(

hay..

2 years na halos kaming walang alam at walang balita sa kanya. 2 years na rin ako halos umaasang maalala niya kami. and these 2 years made me sick for longing for him..

and our friendship. A LONG STORY... but here are the highlights :D

we knew each other when i was in 6th grade. (actually i admire him. *laughs) and then i only took glances of him that time, but i know he knew me back then. ikaw ba naman ang tuksuhin ng mga kaklasi mo eh haha. i adored him for his cute hats. and then when the graduation day arrived, i finally bid goodbye. :(

but this is really just the beginning of our friendship.

my 1st year of secondary schooling began. i was in a special class wherein arts is the additional subject. the auditions for bec were held. and then one day, i saw him entering the door of our classroom. i said "ui yun siya! nakakatuwa naman pumasa siya!" i was happy then. and he joined our group. haha.. YES!!! by that time i only wanted to be friends with him. :))) i realized we're really friends na. close friends. we're chatting, like what friends do. us, with the group are getting closer. oo may pagkamayabang siya, pero mabait. gentleman naman, at higit sa lahat, TAMAD din yun. haha until 3rd year classmates pa din kami. kaso we heard the news. that he's leaving the country and he and his family is migrating to SAUDI ARABIA. sad.. very sad. tas nung bday niya, last JULY 23, 2008, nagdinner o namiryenda lang kami sa bahay nila. yun na lang last bday nya na makakasama namin siya. we enjoyed a lot. yun nga lang masy sadness because it will never be the same again. tapos, weeks after that hindi na siya pumapasok, kasi nga lapit na nila umalis. we decided to hold a despedida party for him. pahirapan pa yun, kasi ayaw siyang payagan ng mama niya. (kuwento lang) haha. umiiyak nga siya nun eh nung dumating siya sa school. tas ayun, pinayagan pa rin siya, nagsalu salo kami, ansaya!!! picture picture, last na eh. last na araw na makakasama namin siya. walang kasiguraduhan kung kelan siya babalik. kumain kami, tas sabi namin wag niya kaming kakalimutan, ilang beses din hindi natuloy yung una nilang plans ng pag-alis, hanggang sa iyun na they left the counry. :(( nung mga panahong yun, may mga times talaga na sobra namin siyang namimiss. yung drawings niya (magaling kasi siya eh) tas yung file case niya, pinagagawan pa ata namin yun eh. haha. tas yung art niyang sunako, yun kinuha ng isa naming classmate, kaso yung mga paintings niya na nagawa, wala na pala. gayunpaman, wala man siya ngayun dito at nasa malayo siya, palagi naman siya nasa puso namin eh. kung nababasa niya to, gusto kong sabihin sa'yu. SSSSOOOOBBBBRRRAAA NA KITANG NNNNAAAAMMMMIIIMMMIIIISSS!!!!

lagi kong naiisip anu na kayang itsura nun ngayon, anu kaling ginagawa nun, naiisip niya rin kaya kami? naiisip niya rin kaya ng buong LUNA..

nakakamiss wala ng gumagawa ng video ng luna, wala ng kumukuha ng videos, wala na rin akong nakikitang lalaking nakakadukdok at pinupuno ang one fourth ng drawings niya. wala na kong nakikitang pangatlo sa lalaki sa upuan at sa pila. wala na rin akong nakikitang lalaking nakataas ang buhok at nayayabang, wala na rin akong mapagtatanungan ng bagong sites sa phone, wala na ring text galing sa kanya. wala na ring isang katulad niya na biglang tumangkad. higit sa lahat wala na rin ang taong nakakatabi at nakakausap. :(( nasan ka na kaya? okay ka lang ba??

we all miss you JAM A. GANO. we really do. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.. kailan ko kaya ulit makikita drawings mo? kailan kaya kita ulit makakausap JAM? :(( it will never be the same again. i miss you soobbbrrrraaa. :((

(JAM A. GANO)

i know we'll see each other again. SOON!

>>BUMALIK KA NA KASI!!:((

ala akong maiblog. bigla ko lang siya naisip. edi iyan may nakwento na ko sa inyo :d

ONEWdubu ♥

ILOVEYOU!!!